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Monday, September 28, 2009
9/28/2009 04:19:00 PM

Gue punya HP baru.. oops, bukan hp deng, Blackberry!! Hihihi. Biasa blackberry-user gak mau BB nya disebut HP "Beda kasta donk". Berhubung gw sekarang BB-user juga, mo ga mau setuju dahhh.. wakakaakak. Gue punya Javelin, Bear punya Bold.. lalala.

Gag penting yak?? Emang.. bodo ahh!! Hahaha.. Seneng punya maenan baru ^^

Saturday, September 26, 2009
9/26/2009 03:58:00 AM


I love music, that's for sure.. Gw bisa dateng ke konser Linkin Park, gw jg suka ikut konser klasik model "Messiah" Handel, gw suka Billy Gilman (One Voice is great!!), gw bisa kalem dengerin Maxim maen piano juga, gw bisa enjoy denger cdnya Mariah Carey, n gw beli cd-cdnya Michael Buble juga. So gw bisa bilang gw pecinta segala jenis music (asal jangan dangdut and keroncong..)..

So far, segitu banyak penyanyi yang gw suka dari berbagai warna musik yang berbeda.. tapi ada 1 penyanyi yang bisa bikin gw merinding selama dia nyanyi, nangis pas dia nyanyi, gak bisa ngatupin bibir nyengir terus.. anak kecil yang pas ikut Britain's Got Talent masih umur 6 tahun.. namanya Connie Talbot. Mann!! She has an angelic voice, that's for sure!! Polos banget, masi belum terkontaminasi kesongongan para artis. Gw buka youtube and nonton semua video dia.. gosh!! Even dulu waktu gw suka banget sama Charlotte Church, dia gak sampe bikin gw nangis..

Jadi mikir, pas emaknya hamil makanin apa ya bisa punya anak bersuara kayak gitu??

Thursday, September 24, 2009
9/24/2009 05:39:00 PM


I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile =)


9/24/2009 02:42:00 AM


There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.


Ecclesiastes 3:1-8


Tuesday, September 22, 2009
9/22/2009 12:41:00 PM

Mumpung Bear belum dateng, gw nyempetin diri buat ngeblog nehh..

Yesterday was great!! Gw n anak-anak HOME diajak Deean barbeque di rumahnya, and gw dengan semangatnya ikutan shopping ma 3 cowo ke Carrefour, walopun gw gak memberikan kontribusi apa-apa (yahh.. gw ga ngerti bedain ayam seger ga, gw gak tau sosis murah ato mahal, gw ga ngerti cara milih bawang.. so gw cari arang, tusuk sate n minyak tanah.. ternyata arang kemahalan so Fhalie cari di deket rmhnya aja lebih murah, tusuk sate n minyak tanah gak ada, so practically gw gak memberikan kontribusi apa-apa) n yg lakuin semua ketiga pria itu.. huhuhu, feel so stupid dehh

Pulang dari Carrefour gw bantu potong-potong (bangga banget motong??).. trus keluar bentar, nemenin Bear cari batere n bli kecap segala, balik bantu-bantu bentar lagi, trus langsung ke atas, acara dimulaaii... di atas rumah Deean seru bangett.. utk panggang memanggang, sorry dori mori ga bantu deh.. biarkan para pria bekerja. Gw nyomot makan aja.

Sambel buatan nyokapnya Deean mantap!! Pedesnya nendang but the taste is great!! Ajarin saya bikin donk, tante.. biar gak bisa masak tp kl bisa bikin sambel kan lumayan, hehehe. Gw di sana sampe almost 11, then pulang.. Seneng banget!! Pengen ngumpul lagii

Oh, satu lagi good news!! Gw gak jadi ikut bokap ke Lembang, senang senang, lalala.. now, where's my Bear ya?? Miss miss u.. ^^

Monday, September 21, 2009
9/21/2009 02:14:00 AM

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
And share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself, and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

Fergie

Friday, September 18, 2009
9/18/2009 05:26:00 PM

Dari 2 hari yang lalu ada satu temen (my new brother, perhaps) yang promosi gila-gilaan soal ni film di twitter.. Penasaran banget, sebagus apa sih film ini? Jadi hari ini gw nonton ma dia.. katanya sih gak pa pa nonton 2x, soalnya lucu.. gak taunya.. hmmm... ya bolehlaahh.. tapi gak sampe gimana banget sih. Tapi pas abis browsing2 di sini, katanya "G-Force" berhasil menggeser "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" sebagai film terlaris di Amerika Serikat dan Kanada, seriously?? Yahh, whatever, pastinya tadi kita berdua pada norak gak pernah nonton flm 3D, norak sama kacamatanya yang beraatt.. idihh.. Anyway, thanks buat si Koko satu itu udah nemenin gw seharian ini, and dia ngasih gw 2 cd bandnya dia lagi, for free!! Yaay, I love free thingy!! Hoho..

Btw, hari ini katanya jalanan di Jakarta lancar banget.. banyak yang posting di twitter yet facebook. Lebaran emang paling enak di Jakarta ya.. tapi kayaknya si Bokap ngajak ke Lembang, gimana nolaknya ya?? Kemacetan di Jakarta udah pindah ke Bandung pastinya. Malesss

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
9/15/2009 11:41:00 PM

I have a friend of mine.. we used to be a close (I can't say that she was my best friend, though..) friend for a year and half.. dan karena satu dan lain hal kita jadi jauh banget (kalo kata anak SD sih musuhan, itu tuh.. yang biasanya keluarin jari kelingking trus ditiup, "huuuuhhh", gitu).. mungkin ada kali 1/2 tahun lebih.. tapi 1 bulan terakhir ini dia mulai sms gw n kita jadi beberapa kali sms friendship-friendshipgitu.. n minggu lalu dia ajak ketemuan, so hari ini kita ketemuan.. gw, dia and Joannie. Kita hangout ke Gading, nongkrong di Dante (our fave place). We talked about all fun things, chatted and laughed together.. geez, how I miss those moments.

Anyway, my maid udah pulang kampung, so I'm officially become a cinderella si upik abu.. -_- malesss bangettttt

Friday, September 11, 2009
9/11/2009 06:49:00 PM

I bought a new Guess bag!! Hoho. Emang bener yahh.. for women, retail therapy is the best therapy ever!! That bag masih tersimpan rapih dan aman di lemari, lengkap dengan kantongnya.. I'll use it later.. sekarang kayaknya masih gak terlalu perlu.

Kenapa yahh Jakarta always panas pas bulan Puasa?? Gw perhatiin setiap kali puasa itu matahari kayak membakar, panasnya nusuk banget!! Gw angkat topi buat yang puasa.. gw sih gak sanggup deh!! Kalo lagi panas gitu kan bawaannya mau minum air dingin.. phew!!

Omongan ngalor ngidul gw makin gak fokus yah.. ya udah laa, gak jelas makin gak jelas!!

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
9/08/2009 04:50:00 PM

Ngomong emang lebih mudah daripada melakukan..
"I'm here for you", really??
Cuihh!!
Ngemeng aja loe bisanya
Talk to the hand!!

Monday, September 07, 2009
9/07/2009 05:06:00 PM


Sedih... tadi pagi si Ucup (my sis) pergi ke Bali, so I won't see her for next 6 months..
6 months gak pake clubbing-clubbingan lagi ma Ucup (pasti dia clubbing ampe bego di Bali)..
6 months gak pake cafe-cafe'an lagi ma Ucup (gak usah ngemeng gak ada duit buat cafe-cafe'an loe, Cup.. loe dikasih duit banyak banget gara-gara mo pegi, blom ntar tips dari bule-bule yummy tajir)..
6 months gak ngajar bareng lagi di HoMe
6 months gak ngerusuh di Mall ma Ucup
Kangen kangen =(
Tapi kayaknya dia lagi hepi-hepi tuh di Bali..
Mudah-mudahan December gw bisa nyusul ke Bali ya, Cup..
Clubbing clubbing yukzz.. Hohoho

Saturday, September 05, 2009
9/05/2009 01:26:00 AM

This post is dedicated to my brother: Paulus Chandra

Buat yang kenal gw lebih dari 1 tahun pasti pernah denger namanya disebut. I used to call him Koko.. kalo ngomong ma orang lain, gw selalu sebut dia "si Koko". He's not my real brother.. dia "cuma" koko angkat gw. Tapi buat gw, dia salah satu dari segelintir orang yang bisa bikin gw jadi kayak sekarang ini. Walopun gw tau gw jg jauh dari sempurna, tapi gw gak bisa bayangin kalo di masa-masa labil gw gak kenal dia, gw pasti udah jadi cewe gak bener (and trust me, chance gw ke sana gede banget waktu itu).. Gara-gara dia gw punya kepercayaan diri seperti sekarang ini. Karena dia gw bisa kuat no matter how difficult my life was. Karena dia gw bisa bertahan menghadapi kerasnya hidup.. kayak apapun juga.

Dulu, masa-masa berat di mana gw bener-bener bisa nangis 1 minggu 3x (kayak les piano yah..), gw always telp dia, and dia always bisa bikin gw tenang. Banyak hal yang gw belajar dari dia, banyak hal yang gw gak ngerti gw tanyain ke dia. Banyak juga hal yang terjadi ma gw yang gak banyak orang tau, gw ceritain ke dia.

Sekitar 4-5 tahun yang lalu dia married, and sejak itu gw udah jarang tlp dia.. kalo gak dibilang lost contact (coz kita masih saling tau kabar masing-masing lewat friendster and facebook). Gw liat dia juga udah sibuk dengan pernikahannya and gak tau kenapa gw ngerasa gak leluasa juga untuk telp dia. So gw juga fokus sama dunia gw.

1 minggu terakhir ini bisa dibilang salah satu dari sekian kali gw ngerasa ada di lowest point in my life. Setengah mati gw berusaha bangkit dari "that point".. Gw ngerasa struggling sendiri kayak orang gila.. minta bantuan ma beberapa orang yang gw pikir bisa bantuin gw, tapi end up they don't understand. Gw ampe putus asa.. and suddenly gw inget dia. Gw sms dia n akhirnya tadi dia tlp gw. We talked about lots of things, and as usually, lagi-lagi dia yang bisa bikin gw tenang. Now I'm ok.

I just want to say I love you, Bro.. thanks for all.

*Itu foto Koko with his beautiful wife, ci Igna and his adorable daughter, Michelle (Ichel)..

Friday, September 04, 2009
9/04/2009 04:12:00 AM

I'm done!!
Thanks, God.. for all
I love You.. =)

Thursday, September 03, 2009
9/03/2009 01:22:00 AM

Di dalam kehampaan malam
Terdengar rintihku yang dalam
Hidupku yang semakin kelam
Bagaikan kapal kutenggelam

Kubagai anak yang terhilang
Yang tak tahu arah tujuan
Sampai saat mulai kudengar
Suara Bapaku berkata..

Reff:
Kembalilah anakKu sayang
Aku rindu kau pulang
Di sini Aku t'lah menunggu
Berharap engkau mendengarKu

Kembalilah anakKu sayang
Aku rindu kau pulang
Di rumah telah Kusiapkan
Pesta untukmu yang 'kan datang

Pulang.. Pulang.. Pulang..

Song by: One Way

Ni lagu memberkati banget buat gw.. and gw harap ini bisa jadi berkat juga buat semua yang denger ato baca..

Wednesday, September 02, 2009
9/02/2009 02:28:00 AM



God, please..!!
I can't do this anymore..


Tuesday, September 01, 2009
9/01/2009 11:43:00 PM

TERUSIN AJA LOE GINIIN GW!!!

BIAR LOE PUAS!!

WALO GW TAU LOE GAK AKAN PERNAH PUAS!!!

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